机会

机会到处都有, 你有珍取过吗?

刚刚, 我放弃了一个百分之一的机会. 虽然只有那徐徐的百分之一.可是,我可能就是那百分之一的中选者.觉得自己很没用,连一点点的信心都没有,就退后了.

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但是, 我的确放弃了~

还有数小时,就要上机了.或许我应该好好的利用这一程的旅行,认真的回头看看失去的自己. 哪!未来呢????

元宵节快乐

End of the Chinese New Year, it means 15 days have passed and I feel myself still lingering with improper plan. I still remember the most difficult time in my life over the past few years. My life almost collapsed with coincidental incident by messy family, broken friendship, ambiguous career, over budget finance and unstable relationship **hard to believe**. It was a super bad year to me.

This year, is considered another "sui"(bad luck) year to me, who born in year of goat. Well, I am not a superstitious person. But, I will believe on it sometimes. In Chinese words, we have an idiom called "宁可信其有, 不可信其无". Yes, it is true. In the midst of the New Year, something happened 2 years ago has occurred again. AGAIN! (Why me again??) This time, I did nothing in action but ignorant. Don't ask me why, neither me to answer it. Even though it is not a good year to me, I was still enjoying the moment with my beloved family, relatives and friends. As usual, we had the full day meal until cannot fill in, but still fill; we had made round for gamble session. Win and lose are not a main issue, but time of joyful.

Today is Chap Goh Meh (Actually, just passed an hour). But I still wish everyone to have a great Chinese Valentine with their beloved. For those who don't have any partner like me. SIGH, gambateh looooo ~ what to do? HeHe

Happy Chap Goh Meh and Happy Chinese Valentine day!

爱与友

爱情是一个非常奇妙的东西. 它可以让你快乐; 它也可以让你痛苦.

友情是一段朋友必要的过程. 当友情转为爱情时. 为什么快乐的保鲜度却不能向以前一样的维持呢?

选择了中立, 虽然没有了快乐. 但, 至少也可以减少痛苦.

目的

他突然回来,而且还逗留了大约一小时.这并不是他向来的作风,“滚水烫脚”的离开是他一向的风格.还以为良心发现.但是他还是怀有目的.

妈妈非常的失望.而我也感受到妈妈对他的失望.我,静静的,默不作声.

为什么人总是怀着利益的目的而生活呢?难道你就不能为了回家而会来吗?