你们还记得这一天吗? 2007年5月18日

不知到你们还记得这一天吗? 还真怀念我们的日子!

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刚从关丹海岸回来， 现在又来一趟古城之旅。 不过，这一趟旅程，我可不是孤单，又不寂寞的。 家人及几位要好得朋友都一起参于这一程马六甲之旅。 早上七时正，”V“先生已经低达了我家门前，眼睛朦朦胧胧的，也不知道准备了多少，随便的拿起钱包就上了贼车。 一路上，谈笑风生，两小时的路程，不知不觉的到了目的地。

唉！这个旅程，除了吃，还是吃。由粒粒鸡饭开时，到鱼滑面(卖完了，吃拷面包) ，杂冰，Cendol, Popiah, 咖哩面，亚山拉沙。由早餐吃到午餐，真肥噢！其是，整天的旅程，我也不懂旅游地点的名称，只懂历史古城。慢慢的回想，其是几年前，也曾经来过。原物的遗 迹，原封不动，只是多了一间百货公公司，多了几个小摊；多了无数人潮，也多了几个回忆。不知道停留多久，听见朋友们的嘻嘻哈哈，也随他们而去了。。

过后，”V“先生又带我们吃什么”Jelok XX”的, 太多人了，改吃印度餐。食物还蛮不错，有Tandoori Chicken, Cheese Nun, XX Nun, Butter Chicken, 什么 Kari Chicken的, 。也太多了！也不知道可以吃完吗？最后还是吃完了。。哈哈！

晚餐完了，还要为我们的”M“先生购买黄梨塔。。唉！又买来搭仙吧！

终于回家了，好累！”V“先生还是来个小睡吧！换“ J” 小姐来代替驾驶。起先还有点小怕，但是还是别想，因为会更怕！” M“先生躲在座边，睡到整个猪头样。” A“先生，“ J” 小姐，和我谈的津津有味。

万岁！安全底达！只要告诉大家：” 谢谢“！

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Job and Me

Holiday life has gone and it is the time to work now. I am recruited by one of a famous local bank and started my job on last 2 weeks. Some people quit envy on my job and position, a so called good pay and attractive employee package (compare to other companies). However, it is still something not my intention. Yes, I know I should appreciate what I have now.

My new job, everything is good. My new colleagues are good, my working table is spacious, excellent working environment compare my previous job. On my day 2, I have already been assigned plenty of works, and 3 times site visit within a week. I think my team is extremely out of hand apparently (better than sit on the desk and do nothing). As a newbie, I wouldn’t reject any kind of “invitations” to avoid unfriendly impression. On my Day 6, war was already started between inter- department. As you know, I better act like a stupid face, pretending knows nothing. This is the real life in the working place, either you stab me or I stab you.

I always found that dream and reality are totally 2 difference worlds. When you have a dream, and you will work hard to chase you dream. When the time you can realize your dream. It always has something prohibit your action like money, discouragement, restriction, and blah blah blah. I think the most important thing is the gut from your heart. No wonder people always say, do whatever you must do when you are young and free. When the time you are getting older, you will get less gut and confidence. :)

Well, life is still going on. No matter how hard of the life is. I still need a dream to survive.

Getting Better??

I always think that do I get better in my English after I have practiced my writing through the blog? Yes, I think I do. I admit that there are still some grammar mistakes on my blog. However, I think the improvement is still there. A minutes before, I tried to read my previous articles past 2 years. OMG, I was a beginner, and now I act like a teacher to review back my own article. I can't remember how many language mistakes(grammar, structure, vocabulary) I had made, and corrected. I feel a bit shame that I am still writing my blog here. No, that is not true!! Only writing blog can get me into better writing skill.

After came back from Ozzie and NZ, I got some compliments from some friends about my talking skill especially those from English ed. I feel I'm proud on myself even thought I'm not VERY good. At least, I didn't waste my 1 year time in these 2 English countries. Some people always think that "Oh, what were you doing there?", "What? kitchen work? waiter? barista? Oh, you have been studied so much, this was what you did there?", "I think you can work more $$ than what you worked there? Why you still wanna go there? You are having a prof job here." ... blah blah blah. However, they never think that there are still some other things can learn there, but, may hardly learn in Malaysia. All the while, I never regret on my past decision to leave the country. At least I tried and eventually I succeed this extraordinary job was given by god, where most of the people even don't have the courage to do it. Wow, I'm one of a extraordinary people!

Be honest, I missed out the best time to do investment especially the properties in 2008. I never expect the lands/houses in Malaysia are tremendously increased after a year, almost double up. 2008 year was the best time to invest in house and land while the bank interest rate was low. Unfortunately, most my saving was fully dump into my holiday working plan at that time. Without get me down, I still chose vacation instead of money. **Today, I went to the Properties fair, non of the house I can afford to buy. I feel the price a bit over ... feel sad!! :(

Now, I'm back. I'm still glad I completed almost 90% of the last 2 years resolutions. It's time for a new resolutions 2011. Keep going on, Jason!

快樂是發現得來的

有位朋友与我分享了一篇短文，发现它非常的有意义 。。

周末午後，無緣由被點名訓話，帶著一肚子氣步出辦公室，迎面而來是冷的天氣；加上陰冷的情緒，心情一下跌至了谷底。細雨紛飛的站牌下，不禁對諸事不順遂而怪嗔、怨懟起來。無意識上了公車，在擁擠的沙丁魚陣中仍為自己的際遇不平而怨天尤人。想著他人憑著家世背景，一進公司便在眾人之上，而為公司賣命多年的自己，仍只是別人的出氣筒，想到這裡，心情就更加暗淡了。快要下車前，走到司機身旁摸索著找零錢，卻越摸越著急，身上竟沒有半個銅板！眼看車已靠站，司機、乘客面面相覷，卻沒有一個人準備同情我！不得已之下，我只好拿出千元大鈔，顫抖著手準備投入「恕不找零」的投幣口，突然...... 一位婆婆丟進十五元， 告訴司機：「兩票」便拉著我下車。下車後我才知道，其實婆婆是不用錢的，她身上的零錢只是隨時為有緣人準備；而且今天也為了我提早兩站下車，只因看我臉色不佳，想陪我一下而已。知道這件事後，我滿臉羞赧，想到婆婆剛才就站在我身邊，而我卻沒有起身讓坐……後來反倒讓她來幫助我，真令我無地自容，一小段路程，婆婆一直溫柔地執著我的手，解開我的眉梢，融化我的怨懟。臨別前她送了一個晴天小和尚給我，是她親手縫製的，上面寫著：

手把青秧插滿田，低頭便見水中天；心地清淨方為道，退步原來是向前。

婆婆說：世上本來就不公平，我們際遇不好，卻有人比我們更糟；我們怨上天不公平，那麼換成我們是老天爺呢？我們能做得更好嗎？凡事要多方面想想， 其實自己是很幸運的了。當婆婆說這話時，陽光在她慈祥的背影後綻放，而我也才發現她的腿不太方便，但竟為了一個陌生人，辛苦地多走一段路，反倒快樂無比……我的淚水滑落，自己的任性造成了別人的不便，原來自己也處處給別人惹麻煩哪！婆婆謝謝您！您說的話我都聽進去了，現在的我每天都努力過得很快樂。

快樂不是用追求得來的，快樂是發現得來的，凡事總有好的一面，只在於我們願不願意去發現而已；快樂的人懂得惜福，他們從不埋怨自己缺少什麼，而會去珍惜自己擁有些什麼。朋友 你發現快樂了嗎?

Goodbye, Wisdom Tooth

Today is my day for dental operation. Based on my last consultation, my teeth got 7 holes need to fill, and one wisdom tooth need to extract. I went for the dentist immediately after work (left company one hour earlier .. hehe). Surely, I had my dinner and took a bath before the operation had started. When the time I stepped in into to the clinic, I felt nervous since I have never extracted my tooth past 10 years ago. Lucky, I met a friendly dentist. He is so humors to release my tension, by explaining a simple process of the operation. Basically, the whole operation is not pain after the dentist injected narcotic on me, and my left hand of mouth numbs for 3 hours. Well, time for payment. The whole process of the operation charged me RM780 (RM530 for wisdom tooth extraction including X-Ray, RM300 for 7 holes filling, and RM50 for discount). For me, the price is still reasonable compare to other dental clinic. Now, The effect of narcotic is gone and started to feel pain. PAIN, PAIN, PAIN. (I hope i still retain my wisdom after extracted my wisdom tooth .. haha).

Still PAIN PAIN PAIN ~

法克村

今天,无意中发现了一本一百巴仙马来西亚创作的网络杂志. 其实,我并还没有真正实实的看完整本电子书. 僅僅的翻了几页, 整本书的概念还满有创意. 五月份, 是第三期月份的测试版期. 既然我免费了下载三期<法克村>, 我想在此分享给我身边的朋友(也帮忙宣传一下). 或许,我们也应该支持马来西亚华文的创作.希望大家会喜欢.

十句话

今天早上, 收到一封非常有意义得电邮. 题目是"只有十句话，我却看了十分钟". 我用了一分钟的时间,就看完了十句,但却让我思考了十分钟. 在此,我希望能大方的分享给大家.

第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人十分钟
才是真正爱你的人

第三句
付出真心　才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离　就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞

第四句
有时候　不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重

第五句
朋友就是把你看透了　
还能喜欢你的人

第六句
就算是believe　中间
也藏了一个lie

第七句
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起　就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬

第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人

第九句
为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
为你的难过而难过的 就是那些　该放进心里的人

第十句
冷漠　有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

机会

机会到处都有, 你有珍取过吗?

刚刚, 我放弃了一个百分之一的机会. 虽然只有那徐徐的百分之一.可是,我可能就是那百分之一的中选者.觉得自己很没用,连一点点的信心都没有,就退后了.

~

但是, 我的确放弃了~

还有数小时,就要上机了.或许我应该好好的利用这一程的旅行,认真的回头看看失去的自己. 哪!未来呢????

元宵节快乐

End of the Chinese New Year, it means 15 days have passed and I feel myself still lingering with improper plan. I still remember the most difficult time in my life over the past few years. My life almost collapsed with coincidental incident by messy family, broken friendship, ambiguous career, over budget finance and unstable relationship **hard to believe**. It was a super bad year to me.

This year, is considered another "sui"(bad luck) year to me, who born in year of goat. Well, I am not a superstitious person. But, I will believe on it sometimes. In Chinese words, we have an idiom called "宁可信其有, 不可信其无". Yes, it is true. In the midst of the New Year, something happened 2 years ago has occurred again. AGAIN! (Why me again??) This time, I did nothing in action but ignorant. Don't ask me why, neither me to answer it. Even though it is not a good year to me, I was still enjoying the moment with my beloved family, relatives and friends. As usual, we had the full day meal until cannot fill in, but still fill; we had made round for gamble session. Win and lose are not a main issue, but time of joyful.

Today is Chap Goh Meh (Actually, just passed an hour). But I still wish everyone to have a great Chinese Valentine with their beloved. For those who don't have any partner like me. SIGH, gambateh looooo ~ what to do? HeHe

Happy Chap Goh Meh and Happy Chinese Valentine day!

爱与友

爱情是一个非常奇妙的东西. 它可以让你快乐; 它也可以让你痛苦.

友情是一段朋友必要的过程. 当友情转为爱情时. 为什么快乐的保鲜度却不能向以前一样的维持呢?

选择了中立, 虽然没有了快乐. 但, 至少也可以减少痛苦.

目的

他突然回来,而且还逗留了大约一小时.这并不是他向来的作风,“滚水烫脚”的离开是他一向的风格.还以为良心发现.但是他还是怀有目的.

妈妈非常的失望.而我也感受到妈妈对他的失望.我,静静的,默不作声.

为什么人总是怀着利益的目的而生活呢?难道你就不能为了回家而会来吗?

裂痕

我确定放弃的朋友, 是不会在挽回;
确定放弃我的朋友, 我也是不会挽回.

告诉我如何珍惜身旁的朋友,
不如告诉他如何体谅他身边的朋友.

如果彼此的友情都扶持的那么的疲累,
那友情的意义又何存在?